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62her pubic bone. She briefly brushed it against her vagina which felt slightly wet. She looked up at John, took another large glug of wine, and said, %u201cIt%u2019s like you have your very own sleeping princess down here. Did you...er... you know?%u201dHe shook his head. %u201cNo, I don%u2019t know. Be specific.%u201d%u201cOkay. Have you fucked her?%u201dHe took a sip of whisky from his glass. %u201cI%u2019ll be honest. I was tempted... what with my loneliness, lack of a sex life... But I stopped short and didn%u2019t.%u201dShe walked away, found a chair, brought it back and sat in it. She drank more vodka and said, %u201cFuck her now while I watch.%u201d%u201cWhat? No! That isn%u2019t right,%u201d he blurted out instantly.%u201cI would. My logic is sound. She is now thought to be six feet under. But here she is, possibly alive, and certainly not caring what you do. After all, you%u2019ve saved her. I see nothing wrong with it at all,%u201d she told him, surprising him with her lack of moral and ethics.%u201cI think you have had a big shock today and drank a lot of vodka quickly. I think it%u2019s blurring your judgement and blunting your conscience,%u201d he told her.%u201cBut you were tempted, you told me,%u201d she said.%u201cYes, I was. In fact, the notions in my head went further.%u201d He stopped for a moment. Should he share those thoughts with her?She senses it. %u201cThere%u2019s no harm in you sharing them with me. I often have odd compulsions and impulses that I simply cannot resist. I often masturbate, for example, sitting at my desk in the front office. I think we are no different to anyone else. All people do odd things, especially when it comes to sexual urges. So long as no one is hurt, what does it matter?%u201d%u201cI don%u2019t disagree with any of that but in this case I would be hurting her family and her loved ones,%u201d he replied.%u201cNot if they don%u2019t know,%u201d she challenged.%u201cI would know and I would feel guilty of knowing the fact,%u201d he said.%u201cHuman conscious. Guilt. Morals. Ethics. All an illusion,%u201d she said. %u201cWe do whatever we can%u2019t be caught doing or punished for. You might The Undertaker