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41And then he collapses down onto her.She strokes the back of his head. %u201cClose your eyes, Alan. You are safe here with me,%u201d she says softly, %u201cYou are a beautiful man with a soul of pure light.%u201d%u201cI%u2019m a monster,%u201d he mutters. %u201cI do nothing but hurt you, Nancy.%u201d%u201cAnd I welcome it, because after, like now, the man you really are can break-free of the bitterness and your pain, and unchain itself momentarily from the demon possessing you that twists you into behaving so greedily and uncaringly. When you have rested, I want you to fuck me again.%u201dThere%u2019s a tap on the door, and a voice calls out, %u201cAre you okay, Nancy. Can I come in?%u201dShe recognises it%u2019s the Dean. He has come to make sure she%u2019s okay.%u201cNo need, Dean Fredrick. I%u2019m with my beautiful Alan, and we are embraced,%u201d she calls out.She hears his footsteps recede.Alan, lifts his head from her bleeding bosom, %u201cYou are the person with the most goodness in you I have ever known. Why do you let me to do the dark things I do to you?%u201dShe lift him up and rolls over, so he%u2019s beneath her. Supporting herself on her elbows, she licks his face, constantly clearing it as much as possible as the goo escapes from his half-nose and forever-open mouth. She is like a mother cat cleaning her young kittens.She stops, kisses his head, and says, %u201cI know your pain. A once beautiful, strong, desirable man, transformed into what others see as a grotesque, misshapen monstrosity. I know how that affects your mind.%u201d%u201cAnd you don%u2019t see me like that?%u201d He asks.%u201cYes, I see what others see when they look at you. But what I see, does not repulse me. Quite the opposite. I find the world of humans tedious, predictable, and boring. The only thing in life that gives me joy is helping others and doing God%u2019s work. You excite me. What others see as ugly and sickening, I see as God playing with clay. You are formed this way now as a test of all you encounter. God wishes to know which of them can see the good man inside. And, apart from the Dean, you are the only one who can bring me to orgasm.%u201dSlime