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141forgave him.He had asked her about life at the convent and her relationship with the Dean. He learnt they had fallen in love with each other and that the Dean had turned the convent more or less into a brothel. She said the money was being used to help the poor and the needy, and the increased amounts were having a major positive effect.He had asked her how she felt about having sex with different men and women at their %u2018open%u2019 evenings. She said that she enjoyed it. They were in the kitchen on Friday afternoon talking. %u201cSo, what happens if you are asked to fuck or suck someone ultrafat, or missing limbs or they%u2019re just plain ugly?%u201d John asked her.She smiled. %u201cOh, I love overcoming any revulsion. Such people need lots of love and attention. With those, I let them do anything they want without judgement. They are the most extreme. Yes, their acts sometimes sicken me, or hurt me, but strangely enough doing things with such people, the demanding sexually depraved individuals, fascinates me and causes me to become excited. I often orgasm without being stimulated physically because of it. I love touching heaven even if it%u2019s the darkness in others enabling me to do it.%u201d%u201cSo, you believe in God?%u201d John asked her.%u201cNo. Not at all.%u201d she replied. %u201cI believe the Universe is part God, and conscious awareness is part of it. and we are all a part of that. I do not believe in the church%u2019s interpretation of God. %u201cDuring the days leading up to Friday, John had sprung the blackmail on the Reverend. He had protested at first and ended up begging in the end. The money was planned to be transferred to the Swiss account on the Tuesday after the weekend. John had agreed to destroy all the video and not expose him, if the money went in. He had also agreed to leaving fifty thousand pounds for the Reverent to %u2018spirit%u2019 away before he, the Reverend, would announce some kind of computer fraud had robbed the account.John had not shared this with Dawn. He waited to ensure it would happen.The two women came home around four pm. They had even more The Undertaker